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July 04

Hi everyone!

Late night and I am still up. Normal for me these days. It has been two weeks since my surgery for the correction or the impingement syndrome on my right shoulder. Translation: they drilled four holes in my right shoulder cut the bone in two places and sent me home. I have been told I am a head of schedule on healing. Well of of course people have prayed for me and God is in control. The doctor gave me permission to interpret services for the deaf but not raise my arms to upper positions and don not do worship and sermon. I still do not have a release to lift shawna and really it is all I can do is lift a milk carton without pain shooting through my arm. I don't think that is a problem. Sleeping has been kind of rough still and pain once in a while shots thought my shoulder up my right ear and gives me a splitting head ache . I have been told all normal. I interpreted Thursday youth service for the first time...hum... I really wanted to reach for the biggest pain pill I could find afterwards.All is well everything is slowly coming back to normal. Confused

Baby Showers...IT"S a BOY!! Cyndi's baby shower is in two weeks her due date is October 10th. I am the mom so baby shower I will throw. Something I am not really good at. Looking forward to being a Grandparent and baby sitter. I am still looking for something to snap on Shawna's wheel chair so I can push Grand baby and Shawna baby. People laugh when I say that but I am serious! Left hug

Weddings...,.UGH!!!! It is a year away and once in a while I want to shake these two and say"MAKE A DESION........PLEASE!!!!! Come one.... you can't decide on the color of the almonds???? If I make it through this one I think I will pay the next child to look into Vegas! Nerd

Ministry is going well!!!! Good staff trained and getting the word out into the community about our program. Should be good.

MONIQUE HAS A NEW JOB! HALLIJAH!!!!! She is working three days a week for a company that does DNA testing as an assembler. I feel a victory dance coming on!!!! Finally a start towards adulthood!!!

Spiritually doing a lot of re-evaluation: I am 50 years old. I should be slowing down but the next ten years will be some of my greatest challenge in keeping everything together as I help caregiver to my mom who moved from CA, help babysit for my new grandkid, home school Jacoby, and keep a ministry going. I am asking myself allot about am I doing more than I am sitting in his prescience? At 50 am I still as passionate and desperate for his presence as I was at 12 when I first met him?

People are the first to applied me for all I do? Does he still applauded me?

Andrew in Iraq some #7

Well pain medication for my shoulder and bed.

God Bless

Jenny

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barbara pacewrote:

Hi Jenny! I am doing well, thanks for asking. I have been busy the past 2 1/2 years since little Nickey left. I have continued to take care of this property, still growing my food, still have some chickens --fewer now since a hungry bobcat got half of them! I won't go into details about what I did to the bobcat..., have done lots of bead work which have gotten me into several juried art show in this area-actually sold a few too! I have a little yard cleaning job for a nice family here on the rez. Recently learned how to move a bee hive from their house--by myself! The bees were very cooperative-I think I drugged them too much with too much smoke. They have adapted to their new bee box just fine! Now I will have to learn how to get the honey out! I made the owners very happy when I told them--they spend the summer up North in Oregon. I have rented out the other mobile home to a few people--who needed to get back on their feet from their losey divorces. I have gotten more involved with my tribes affairs, running for tribal counsel--they want more females on the counsel to throw off the voting of the male chauvinist's. We have a former Calif Senator helping us to get our Federal recognition, and also working on getting a casino somewhere in Los Angels--It would be nice to have the option to move away from here, get off this cursed piece of land is a goal. Also to have a new vehicle would be nice. Nick has been relentless in trying to talk me into taking him back, he has destroyed all his belongings, is homeless in Santa Cruz, refuses professional help, refuses to work all because I won't take him back. I can't do it--I can't risk my life that I have worked so hard in getting back! He would do me in if I took him back. No joking. I think he is killing himself a little at a time--he always had a destructive dual personality in him that has been obsessed with death. It has been nice to have my emotional and spiritual strength back! And no-one will ever take this away again!! So, this is what's going on here with me. It is amazing I feel safer being here by myself than I ever did when I was married! I hope what I have said here doesn't scare you away from staying in contact! take care, barbara

Aug. 2

Jennywrote:

Yep, They all adults with adult lives makes me feel old. :) How are u Barbara?

July 15

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